Love Letter to God

Dear God, I am aching right now, and want you to heal me. I want to serve you to be one with You all the time and always. I want to lighten up, not take myself so serious, to not take anything seriously. I want to have fun. To really enjoy myself. I don't want to work. I don't want to play, or sleep either. I don't want to die. Just rest in perfect love. Carl